[ Thor looks out at the water, pensive. He's quiet as he thinks about that. He is resisting the urge to talk about them, to say true farewells in their memory, to speak of the things he will miss about them. He knows better than to do that with Loki, but it also isn't the type of thing to do at a funeral barge either. That is for later with drinks, toasting the memory of those lost. ]
The more death I see, the less glorious it seems.
[ A far cry from someone who used to believe greatly in dying gloriously being the possible end for him too. And Thor is not afraid of death, not in the least. If he died tomorrow, he would face it. It is not about fear, it is about the aftermath both good and bad of being a survivor. Asgard, gone. All their warriors, gone. His friends, gone. Their parents, gone. And while he's trying to do anything but acknowledge it, Loki and Heimdall, gone. What will he be left with to lose, in the end? ]
I apologize. I know I am not usually ....
[ So morose. Or at least not in a way he lets people see. ]
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Date: 2021-03-07 04:55 am (UTC)The more death I see, the less glorious it seems.
[ A far cry from someone who used to believe greatly in dying gloriously being the possible end for him too. And Thor is not afraid of death, not in the least. If he died tomorrow, he would face it. It is not about fear, it is about the aftermath both good and bad of being a survivor. Asgard, gone. All their warriors, gone. His friends, gone. Their parents, gone. And while he's trying to do anything but acknowledge it, Loki and Heimdall, gone. What will he be left with to lose, in the end? ]
I apologize. I know I am not usually ....
[ So morose. Or at least not in a way he lets people see. ]